That is it.

The beginning is now connected with the last third. They have been, bridged.

I can already see some things which will need tweaking, but I think, the thing to do is to edit the middle, for, the beginning is edited, and then, the reconciliation, for, the middle was never supposed to be, it just…

happened,

And, in the “happening”, I saw the need I had missed, and it answered so many misgivings. And, it also pointed the way to the second series, for, in this book, is the origin of, the,

“Lord’s dogs“.

I wasn’t sure how that would happen, but I see it now, very clearly. Which isn’t to say that is how it will happen, only, that it breathes and lives, within me, now.

I write these posts because I’m “Processing.”

I need the stimulus in order to go on, and, I’ve found that I can’t do this through the writing, and how things just, “Work out.” Nor, have I been able to do it by speaking with others. There is no resolution in that. This is the only way I’ve found which works.

I write, I “journal”, and, something within me is satisfied, and then, it works.

-Timberbee